My Return to Therapy

Alright so, I used to blog every single day and found that the act of blogging is very cathartic, and seeing as how if I went to therapy I'd only get a "How Do You Feel About That?" reply... I figure, I can do that same for myself and for a hell of a lot cheaper. So, this is my official return to blogging and my self-commitment to a "True Janian Reply"... and yes, I did just steal that from Charlotte Bronte.

Anyways - I am in Kiss Me Kate this summer at Hart... having a blast with my faves there. I'm single-ish, but having lots of fun. I seem to always have some kind of drama going on when it comes to men... but I'm going to TRY my best to keep those blogs to a minimum.

My brother just got married... to a woman ten years older than him with three kids of her own... I love them and all, but I'm having a hard time coming to terms with the fact that I will never "really" be an aunt... at least in the sense that I will never meet Adam at the hospital and hold HIS child in my arms and know that the baby I'm holding is MY niece or nephew. But, all that aside, I'm truly very happy that he is happy.

All my friends are moving up to New York City and leaving me in North Carolina to rot... Tony started it off, now Ian, then Adam, and finally Trevor... sure it's technically not going to be that long until I'm up there are well, but still... it really sucks in this present moment.


I've complained a lot already - see how easy it is to fall in to catharsis mode and spill your guts on a blog? - so I feel like I should talk about something positive for a minute. Hmmm... let's see... OH! Okay, so I feel really stupid admitting this, BUT I just finished the third book in the Twilight saga... Clara made me read it... I really didn't want to, but she made me do it... well after about the first 20 pages or so I was completely hooked, so I can't really blame her. Anyway, I'm a little... okay, A LOT obsessed with those books, that storyline, and of course Edward Cullen... and I feel my IQ dropping ten points just talking about it, but I can't explain the ah-mazingness, so I won't even try. Just trust me, and go read those books. Now... especially, you, Jon Milner.

Ahhh... I feel better already... yes, this was a good idea... and another good idea is sleep. I'm working at the JBJ tomorrow and if it's anything like today was... I need to get some Zzzz... lots of Zzzzz. Tomorrow is more work and more Kiss Me Kate rehearsal... and I'm exhausted, overworked, and underpaid, but aren't we all?

~Emilie-Jane